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And hers. And his. Three tiny decisions, each one
insignificant on its own, but all three together acting like parts of an atomic
bomb assembly, and just as deadly; a single, fragile second in which three
separate despairs align into a perfect, catastrophic geometry.
The woman’s breath catches. The man’s hands unclasp. The
child squeezes her eyes shut.
And Roisin reads the blueprint of their futures. The woman
is about to turn around and say the words that will break the family. The man will
answer in a way that will shatter the last thread between them. The child looks
at the knife she took from the dinner table that neither parent, wrapped in
their own thoughts, has noticed is missing She thinks she can slip away and
they will love each other like they used to, and instead become the catalyst
that ignites the collapse.
Three movements. Three thoughts. Three hearts. All
converging and just seconds away from becoming something the all the Horsemen
will feel.
Roisin inhales sharply and the mantle flares. Creating a
spider’s web of cause and effects, each leading to a different conclusion, and the
longer Roisin hesitates, the more delineated becomes the blueprint that leads
to the Final Downfall and the calling of the remaining trumpets.
Astaroth’s voice echoes faintly in her memory: “Balance
begins small. The world does not break all at once.”
Roisin sees the moment crystallise. The woman’s fingers
tighten on the edge of the sink, the man lifts his head, his breath shallow and
his heart pounding and the child raises the knife, girding her courage around
the future she has carefully mapped out in her head. Little girls go to Heaven,
don’t they?
This is the tipping point, the axis upon which the world
turns, the moment the Fifth was constructed for. Roisin steps forward while the
world holds its breath.
Once the decision is made, the air changes. Each of the
three mortals shiver, as if someone has walked over their graves. The temperature
of the air around them doesn’t alter, but like the threads of a web guide the tiniest
of intrusions to the spider at the centre, each can feel a new vibration, a
scent in the air overlaying the stale odours of microwaved fish fingers and air
fryer chips. It is the scent of leather polish, old oak and charred meat. It is
Brasso and scrubbed front steps. It is well used iron and wasted tears.
It is the smell of Justice, and the house has recognised her
presence there.
The woman at the sink stiffens, the man at the table lifts
his head, nostrils flaring, the child upstairs releases her hold on the worn, wooden
handle of the knife. None of them see her, at least not yet, but they feel a
shift in pressure, a prickle at the back of the neck, a sudden, inexplicable
hitch in the breath. Roisin inhales and the mantle of Knowledge opens.
The woman moves first, her fingers tightening into fists as
she pulls them from the water, not to strike with them, but to build up her
courage to speak the works that will change her family forever. Her shoulders
raise as her back stiffens, a deep breath pulled through her nostrils to fill
her lungs with the determination she’d otherwise be lacking Her words will come
forged through exhaustion, not cruelty, and she will regret them forever as
soon as they leave her mouth, sharp as razor blades, to slice her family to
ribbons I can’t do this anymore.
Roisin sees the sentence forming in the woman’s mind and the
mantle pulses: Now.
She steps forward to stand next to the woman. She doesn’t
touch her or speak to her, for there is no comfort she could give or words of
reassurance she could say, she simply stands close enough that her presence
brushes the woman’s awareness — not as a figure, not as a stranger, but as a
pause, a breath, a moment of stillness.
The woman’s fingers loosen and her shoulders drop half an
inch. The sentence dissolves before it reaches her tongue and instead, she
exhales, long and shaky. The first fracture softens.
The man reacts next and lifts his head, eyes red‑rimmed,
jaw tight. He, too, is about to speak though not in anger, but in fear. A
defensive, brittle sentence that would meet the woman’s despair
like flint striking steel. He can see no future without his wife and daughter, no
blueprint where there is any point to his continued existence without them, but
perhaps there is an eternity available with them.
Roisin sees the sentence forming, etched in blue upon the world:
“If you leave, I don’t know what I’ll do.”
Not a threat or a plea, just a statement of fact: if A
plus B equals C, then C equals this… and what C equals will be a collapse
that calls to War.
The mantle pulses a second time: Here.
Roisin turns toward him. She doesn’t touch him either, simply
lets the clarity inside her settle into the space between them — a quiet,
steadying presence that interrupts the dark, downward spiral of his thoughts.
His hands unclench as his breath stutters. The sentence
fades on his tongue like twelve-year old whiskey. His hands now rest lightly
upon the surface of the table, and the second fracture eases.
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